Rest In Peace - Suki

Well... maybe we've done something "right" now..
I don't know when it started, but Suki had one very big tumor on her right side of her belly which was very soft (good sign). She was feeling good and acting normal. Sadly she also had problems with breathing.
On the 21th of January this year we saw first signs of "sickness". Her breathing got bad and it seemed that she started to feel sick. We decided to drive to the vet again to hear her advice. Before we drove to the vet we took her out to see her acting. She crawled up to my shoulder and played with my hair. We took some pictures too. We had a really good time!
Then we made our way to the vet and she found two other tumors on her side. She told us that Suki would be better off in "Rattie heaven", so we decided to do it.. I personally still feel very bad about "killing" her though her condition wasn't too bad. But maybe we did something "right" regarding to letting her suffer in the future.. that's something we haven't done with any other of our ratties.. but I still feel some kind of bad for her. Morality and stuff..

Besides that we will all miss you Suki! We had a really good time together in the past!  

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